Sometimes people come into our lives at just the right moment, briefly as it may be. Allow me to explain.
Yesterday,
I had the day off, thanks to Mr. Columbus and his "discovery" of the
already discovered Americas. Hey, I'll take it. I slept in, way in for
me - 9:30 or so. I woke up to sunny skies, 65-70 degrees, and the rustle
of the wind through the colorful autumn leaves. "A perfect day for a
run," I thought! I ate a small breakfast, tied on my shoes, and off I
went. I was enjoying the sunshine on my face and the crunch of the
leaves below my feet as I walked to warm up. I was excited to hit the
trail around my favorite lake as I haven't run there in at least a few
weeks and when I arrived, I immediately picked up my pace to a slow jog.
I'm working on week three of Bridge to 10k, which entails three
intervals of 17/1. All went well through my first of the 17 minute
running intervals, until I stopped to take a picture. I almost blacked
out, and started walking again right away to keep the blood moving
anywhere but my head. I walked for a minute, caught my breath, and
started on my second interval. Suddenly, I started to feel really
fatigued. What the heck? This is day 3 of 17 minute intervals! I should
be able to do this, easy peasy, right? Not so much. After I started
feeling some pain in my shin, and realized that my lungs were not going
to allow me to finish, I gave in and walked the last mile or so of the
loop around the lake.
I was beating myself up non-stop as soon as I slowed to a walk. I
should be able to do this! I had such great momentum so far in the
B210k plan - what was happening?? I told myself that I could have kept
running if I had only pushed myself a little harder - if I had ignored
my painful shin and tired body. What was my problem??
My path home took me by a Peace Garden. I've lived near this
garden for 8 months now and never really took the time to wander it, but
was suddenly compelled to do so. I wasn't ready to go home yet. I
wanted to sit and soak up the beautiful fall sights and smells and try
to get past my crappy run. I enjoyed ten minutes or so sitting on a
rock, watching a bumble bee gather pollen, again noticing the warmth of
the sun on my skin. I was calming down a bit (but still a little bothered), so made my way out of the garden and towards home. As I stepped out onto the sidewalk, an elderly gentleman hobbled my direction. He had a friendly face partially hidden by a hat and I didn't catch his eye, but as he passed me he said "Lookin' fit!"
I melted. I laughed happily and said thank you. We went our separate ways, but he had made my day. He had reminded me that no matter how bad that one run was, it's really all about the bigger picture. I've made some huge strides (pun intended) towards a healthier me, and today's bad run, or tomorrow's calorie count slip-up really mean very little in the end.
So thank you, kind sir. You reminded me of how far I've come and made the challenges ahead seem a little easier to conquer.
2 comments:
Sounds like God had other plans for you today and it took all that to get you to stop and appreciate the moment. Glad it turned out well :)
Those are the most beautiful moments life has to offer. I love them.
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