Wednesday, January 30, 2002

Wednesday, January 16, 2002

The Industrious Clock (via EvHead)
I couldn't be happier for you, Eric. It seems just right this time.

*ACHOO!*... And on that note, I'm off. Left work after being there for a half hour, and need to take this time to sleep and ditch this horrible nasty bug.
How did I get so lucky to have you to love me? How did your paths cross at just the right time in our lives, causing some pain and heartache, but in the end, turning into a love more grand than I could have ever imagined. You make me warm inside. I love you, Matt.

Tuesday, January 15, 2002

Happy Loni Anderson Day! (um?!?!) (via Highelf)
I've hardly had a spare moment to stop and think lately, and when I do, I usually end up falling asleep. Been spending a ton of time with my Matty and Ben and more recently, Evan, who was home for a couple of weeks on break from school at UOP. It's been hectic, but nice. The negatives aren't so negative anymore. And the positives, well, they're incredible.

I don't get email anymore. Haven't had anything more than one or two mails a day from mailing lists for about a week. I'm losing touch again, but with things and people that were nothing but detrimental. I just miss those few that have kept me going when I needed a little nudge, or even to be completely held up.

Friday, January 04, 2002

I need a new roomie. Or I need to get out of my current place. Problem is, I've lived here for four and a half years and I'm paying cheap rent because we have a mortgage. Long story. Boring details. But anyway, my roomie is my cousin. Not exactly easy to discuss problems with nor to kick out on a whim. I'm frusterated over little issues that have stacked up over time to become big issues. I brought them up and discussed them to the best of my abilities long ago. Nothing has happened to resolve them. Here I sit getting pissed off and slowly growing more animosity towards a family member. This is not cool.

My life has been taking huge turns for the better, then got a little confusing again, and resumed a path of some familiarity, but better. The last few days I've just been poopy though. I usually blame it on lack of sleep, but I've been getting 7-9 hrs every night for a couple of weeks now. I don't think it's horomones. I don't think it's what I've been eating - been munching much healthier than usual for a couple of months. Perhaps it's post-holiday let-down or something of the sort. Or just utter blahs over my living situation plus fears about friend's situations. Whatever it is, I need to figure something out to cure it fast. I was enjoying my bliss way too much to let it go so easily.