I fear this may be the first green Christmas I've ever experienced. It's been a wonderful 25-45 degrees for days now, which I love, but there are none of those messy, beautiful, cold, white flakes on the ground to make it feel as wintry and Christmasy as it should. Here's hoping Mother Nature gets a streak in her this week.

From a forward sent to me by a co-worker. Almost makes me want to make fruitcake.

Wow, just typed an insanely long post about how much I am hating myself right now, and it got lost in the land of 404. It's probably better that way.

rryn: dayve
rryn: are there different types of corona
dayve: yes
rryn: like what
dayve: corona and corona light
* rryn reads the encyclopedia-o-liquor-i.e.-dayve
rryn: that it?
dayve: Neither me nor hate have seen anything else
rryn: hehe, nate?
dayve: Yeah
rryn: how many ya had?
rryn: t'nite
dayve: noe
dayve: noe
dayve: noe
dayve: WTF
dayve: none

Dave rocks.

Yummy.

I can't believe what a lazy ass I've been. I'm going to put something here. I don't know what, but something. Or at least make it look a little nicer. Haven't been much in the mood til now. It's been a strange and horrible last few months, but things are most definitely looking up. Hooray for straight up natural happiness. :o)

Managed to get absolutely zilch done last night and doing the same nothing tonight. Been sittin around, took a nap, playing online, did some laundry, which I suppose counts for something. The week started off just snazzy, and has kind of hit a lull, but tomorrow's Friday and I'm looking forward to the weekend. Nissa is going to be in town as well as the other things there are to be happy about. Might go out to the casino tonight with #kr peeps just to get out of here. I need to get started on some Christmas shopping as well. It's coming faster this year than last. The lack of snow on the ground (other than the few gorgeous white days we had last week) has made it all to difficult to know what season it's supposed to be, let alone three weeks before Christmas.

"I want wisdom on tap, flowing like water...
"So kiss me one last time, before I take my flesh away."
~ "Flesh," Jan Johnston

Mexican food is evil. I feel like I'm rotting from the inside out. :P

"Traveling, traveling..."

"there's always one worth waiting for

'oh the reason the night is long is very simple..
i imagine, tonight, that we can get along..
that nothing i can do with you is wrong, tonight..
if its okay to touch you,
it's alright to think 'electricity'
maybe it hasnt been so long..'
rainer maria."

Blatantly copied from Sulk. Thank you, btw... it's beautiful.

"All that was true is left behind." It was a random IRC quite message, but smacked me over the head tonight. Something very true and very real in my heart is being set down and left to wilt because it cannot be what I need. I am so saddened and hurting to think what might have been, but what can no longer be because feelings and hearts change. My heart is so ready for something deep and true and comfortable. But unfortunately, desires often don't keep up with needs and cravings, mine or otherwise. I can only wade through the muck of my emotions and hold onto the promise of sunshine.

Oh so sadly true! Sinfest rocks.